part 2

Where was I? Yes, not recoginzing her anymore. In her defense, she is going through some shit right now, but that does not give one the right to treat anyone like shit, you know? What worries me is that we don't talk anymore. In fact, one night, I was in a foul mood and didn't want to talk about what was bothering me. She pulls out the I don't talk to her anymore card and that I would talk to others before I talked to her. I spilled my guts and felt better. A few weeks later, I had something I wanted to talk to her about and she dismissed me!!! I couldn't fucking believe it!!! I feel as though I am at my wit's end with her. So many times I thought about saying fuck it and end my 20-year friendship. She is closer to me than anyone and that's what makes this hurt so damned much. Gonna wrap this up and I'll update later.